Did something yesterday I hadn’t really done in years.. I packed .. I mean I REALLY PACKED.. 10 E Macs.. 5 G5′s .. plus a few IPOD’s into two “skids” . The last time I did something like this was about 2 years ago. Since then we’ve outsourced the packing thing , except for yesterday when there was a big fuck-up, and the stuff needed to be packed and shipped on an immediate flight. The packers couldn’t come in on time, so guess who had to do it. Yup. I think I pulled a back muscle too.. Aiiyee CARAMBA!
Was working on this baby last night..
When I realised my OTHER “baby” is quite was quiet (thank you herda, I know I typoed). I turned around to find him FAST ASLEEP, all pooped out from the general ruckus he has been causing the whole night. Now, I’ve had Ary for about 6 months now FOUR month(thank you anonymous comment) , and I’ve never posted even ONE picture of him. WHY? Well this precocious little bundle of energy has never been still long enough in one spot for me to grab a shot on my camera. This time round, he’s knocked out and my camera’s next to me.
and for some reason he LOVES that shoelace.. Got so many toys still yet will ALWAYS play with that shoelace..
[edit 1630] I lost my temper again today. I don’t know why but I seem to be losing it a lot lately. I’m afraid.. Very afraid that I would hurt someone in the fit of rage. I pride myself to be a very patient person but where is all that now? Why am I so easily unravelled lately?
Casualties. Yes there were casualties today. Thank god they were all inanimate objects. My desk drawers,and the holders detatched themselves from the housing in my desk when I slammed my hands onto it. My office door. yes the door. I put my fist through it. Why am I turning into such a violent person? Or has it been in me all this while laying dormant? I pray.. I pray God to give me strength.. Give me strength of faith, of heart.. to get through this. At this point, my enemy, my foe,the biggest adversary I have ever seen .. is myself. The fiend that is within somehow fighting to break out. The Mephisto that is me, struggling for control of my conscious self. I pray, God, for ascendancy to my soul, my sanity. Please dear God Almighty and Most Merciful. I pray to thee for salvation. [/edit]
